There is a message for you.

Dear brother and sister who fell into Zina, who drinks, takes drugs, and does every under sin underneath the sun - never feel so ashamed, unworthy, or hypocritical that you give up on making du'a and praying. Don't feel that you are so evil that you can't go to the Mosque, to share an Islamic quote, recite Qur'an, or even have your supplication accepted. Don't listen to those whispers when the devil tells you its too late. Ignore the opinions and meaningless words of those who try to put you down. They aren't the judge. Allāh is. Don't lose faith and hope in Him.

No one is perfect - no Shaykh, 'Alim, wali, or saint is sinless. Allāh knows your pain, your tears, and your struggles. Perhaps, you dropped so low because Allāh wanted to raise you, and cure you, and so that you could realise no one could help you but Him. Sinning a million times and then coming back to Allāh with regret isn't a sign that you're a hypocrite. It is a sign that your a soldier, that you have faith, and that Allāh wants to grant you Jannah.